"And not only this, but we also exult in our tribulations, knowing that tribulation brings about perseverance; and perseverance, proven character; and proven character, hope; and hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out within our hears through the Holy Spirit who was given to us"
-Romans 5:3-5
Well the time just flew, and test date is now officially two weeks away. LSATs are grueling to say the least. There is a huge sense of uneasiness that is setting in but at the same time, I am looking forward to the prospect of being done (with this phase of the process at least). Though I don't feel quite ready, I will be.
I feel that through this whole process, my prayer life has gotten a lot stronger than before. Part of it has to do with those moments when I'm just completely sick of doing logic games, or assumption questions and I want to take my eyes off 12pt. Times New Roman for a bit. But, the bigger part of it is that I feel I am becoming more cognizant of my role in God's "big picture". To clarify, I am beginning to understand what is required of me as a part of the bigger picture, and one important realization is that there is absolutely nothing I can do without God. There is no characteristic I possess that allows me to be less reliant on God than any other person, and in light of this fact, I have been seeking God much more fervently. The joy of realizing how little I can do on my own comes from knowing that I can always seek an audience with God to ask for help. It is not on the basis of this alone that I glorify Him, but it does strengthen the case.
So as I descend into the last two weeks of LSAT fun, I ask for your prayers. Don't pray that I get a 180 on test day, but pray that whatever I do is God's will. If I do get a 180, awesome. If I get really sick and throw up on my test and get banned from all administrations of the LSAT for life, great. I will praise God either way.
P.S. The title of this post is a song by The Smiths. It's not related to anything in this post, but it is an awesome song (very much worth an illegal download).



